Pretty hurt now..Dont wanna talk about it...
Please teach me to stop trust,
Stop being one-sided,
and stop seeing his name,
stop hearing about him,,
stop all ,
i beg you tricia..
its cutting me,
my heart is now numbed.
my hands are shivering.
my ears are numb.
& . my mind is you.
&& i couldn't stop it,
i wish i will just let go.

Baby♥ went t Bintan D: Miss him loads..Today slacked adn talked t Chris on th phone for a long long long time..Will edit later..


-----Edited @ 9.30pm-----
ABOUT YOUR PHONE.
01. Grab your phone.
02. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone? Me and _____.
03. What is your ringtone? Battlefield-Jordin Sparks.
04. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M? Marcus.
05. Who is the last person you called? Chris.
06. Who was your last missed call from? Daddy.
07. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C? Callista
08. Who's your speed dial number 2? Mummy
09. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say? "Call me again."
10. Who was your last received call from? Chris.
11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say? "Ah then idk .___."
12. How many messages are currently in your inbox? 577.
13. What is the wallpaper? Me and _______.
14. Who's speed dial number 1? Chris :P
15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox? Chris.
16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B? BengKoon
17. How many bars of signal do you currently have? 5.
18. What network are you on? Singtel.
19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox. Chris,Aaron,Kaihim,Rebecca,SerHong,Kent
20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say? "No lor."
21. Who is the first person in your contacts? Alden.
22. Who is the last person in your contacts? ZiYing.
23. What does the last text in your inbox say? "Can talk now then call."
24. What is your screensaver ? "I ♥ U baby =)".
25. What is your balance? I use bill.
26. Whos the last person under H? Hong Ju.
27. What is your bluetooth name? ♥meluvchuxz♥
28. How many contacts are there in your phone? Lazy count.
29. Could you live without it? Nope.

Got This From Dayna.I did ask :D

What Would You Do If...

Your (opposite sex) best friend confessed that they were in love with you?
- Nothing and avoid him?
You found yourself sexually attracted to (but don't have feelings for) someone you consider just a friend?
- Freak out?
You suddenly realized that you have feelings for a friend?
- Feel nervous? O:
You were offered a million dollars to never have any contact with the person you are in love with forever?
- Get the million dollars? Cuz you might never know when the person you love will change his number or whatever..

Have You Ever...

Had a friend with benefits?
- Don't think so.
Had a one night stand?
- Nah.
Left a restaraunt without paying?
- Nope.
Used being drunk as an excuse for having sex?
- Lol never.
Ran a red light?
- Nah.
Stolen your parents car?
- Nope.
Had a bf/gf that your parents didn't approve of?
- Yea .__.

Lasts...

Person (not related to you) that you kissed?
- Forgot.
Person you called?
- Chris.
Thing you thought about?
- Someone. :D
Person you were mad at?
- My mother.
Time you took a shower?
- 5mins ago? O:
Person (not related to you) that told you they love you?
- Why should i tell you? O.o.
Gift you received?
- My birthday perhaps.

Random Thoughts...

What inspires you?
- Ideas? o.o
What do you think of the person who took this survey before you?
- She's cute :D.
What possesed you to even bother with this survey?
- Boredom.
Do you like scary movies?
- Depends.
If you were really drunk and puking, would your best friend hold your hair back for you?
- I have no idea.
What do you think about the person who made this survey?
- Idk who made it.
Aren't you glad it's finally done?
- NO! I WANNA DO MORE! D:

I'M DONE DONE DONE ! :D

Roll The Credits
(Roll, roll the credits)
Boy in the beginning
The beginning it was me and you
I was Bonnie you were Clyde
And we were running
We were running for the minute we knew
(Roll, roll the credits)
But then in the middle
In the middle you went and changed the script
Took a pencil and erased my happy ending
Instead of loving you I feel so sick
(Roll, roll the credits)
I know you directed it
I'm sure I produced a bit
So why's that chick stealing my show?

Baby tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me, who does she hang out with when you're not together?
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it
They said your working last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too?
Or was I just a fool?
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Yeah yeah

You worked undercover
Gave her every single line I owned
And it doesn't make me feel any better
That you took her places we would go
(Roll, roll the credits)
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
Tell me, why's that chick playing my role?

Baby tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me, who does she hang out with when you're not together?
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it?
They said your working last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too?
Or was I just a fool?
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits

I know you directed it
I'm sure I produced a bit
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
We weren't even at the end
But you started auditioning
And let somebody star in my show

(Baby)
Tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number (I need to know)
Tell me, who does she hang out with (tell me)
When you're not together? (who does she)
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy (aint gonna do nothing so crazy)
I just need you to hear me (I just need you, I just need you to hear me baby)
(Roll, roll the credits)
And tell me how many of your friends you told (tell me)
All about it? (who did you tell)
They said your working last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too? (all of them too)
Or was I just a fool? (oh a fool)
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
(Roll, roll the credits)

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