Kaihim,
why were you so foolish as to use the cane to wack yourself until yuor vien so swollen? I felt like a fucking bitvh with no life after Aaron told me tht you wacked yourself. Ask yourself,what do you gain aft wacking yourself? Fun? Money? No. Only pain. And it pains my heart too. Do you even think of my feelings aft you wacked yourself? i was so worried tht smth would happen t you.I think i'm just a fucking bitch who goes around breaking other people's hearts. Thank you for caring for me when my muscle tore. And sacrificeing for me,and forgiving me again and again when i do mean things to you. I really appreciate it. I regret it now. I'm ready for a breakup. I mean,i dont want to break up with you but if you want to,its okay beacause i deserved it. I'll consider a break up too...I'm sorry for all the bullshit i put you through..Pain..I brought you nothing but pain ever since you stead with me. And i was just kept in the dark. Why didnt you tell me? Why were you sacrificing for me in the dark? I want to share the pain with you. I want to go through thick and thin with you. I dont care,i'm going to work hard to regain your trust. Believe me. I will. And very soon,you will see the new Tricia,refreshed. Not a heartbreaker,not a betrayer. But a caring and helpful person. Kaihim,wait for me.
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LOL,erm,sorry for the sudden mood swing. I just felt tht way. Argh,why am i still talking abt it?! I should just..Argh nvm,yesterday i went to sch for signing up the sec sch thingy. Saw minglong&yinghui. Was surprised. Then register liao then went t Niko house. Then we watched The Final Destination. Very scary la hor. Kaihim,you should try watching. LOL :B Ok then aft tht msn-ed awhile then webcammed w Aaron awhile but he too paiseh to appear in front of the camera -.-" LOL then just talk liddat la. Talk nia. Bo webcam. Quite fun ba,LOL stupid mother dun let me use webcam -.- AHH FUCK -'- T.T LOL k then went t mama shop Niko treat me :> LOL tyty uh! Then went back. Played Bingo awhile then Andria and I went home. HAHAHAH! Short post for today /: No mood to post

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